Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Ohman, my blog is forever dusty! Im so lazy to even logged in.. Laziness is in my blood:)
Shall blog after i finish up with my ppt slides for tmr's presentation!!
Au Revoir!

Monday, January 4, 2010

See i got it all right. No doubt about the power of blogging, an international communication tool.
You have a choice to read it or not.You reserve all rights to comment about it but please, dont make any interpretation about the motive behind the entry. You are ruining it even if it serves good intention. You'll never be spared. Guys should never be sucha noosey poker..

Pictures taken during crest's bday, more on fb.
Its the start of the year and it SHLD be an awesome start but mine was a depressing one..
Now i know what friends are for, how powerful hearsay could be to even tarnish your repuitation
Make a right friend say the right thing and you'll stay carefree forever.
I paid a price for saying things unintentionally, for treating betrayer as my bestfriend.
they say 'love is blind', isnt friendship blind too? Trusting people whom you shldnt have...

I love them and always will, for they are the only one whom i have faith n trust in.
Thankyou girls!



She's one, always a call away (but at times too busy for me)
I'll always love her, i promise!


Dinnertime. Au Revoir!

Saturday, January 2, 2010

My blog has been boycott? Its been more than a month since i last logged in..
Aint driven to blog at all. At times, i cant tell exactly wht i wanted to nor telling the truth because people are ever judging. For example, When you post pictures that you happen to take in clubs, they call you 'hardcore' clubber. When you put on lesser cloth, they call you a bitch. When you start sharing wht you've bought that brightens up you day, they think you're boastful. When there are always new names appearing, guys coming n left your life, they think you're loose.
Will blogging about my life brings more harm than pleasure to me?
Sometimes, or in fact most of the time when im feeling empty, i didnt wanna share at all..
I dont want people to read me like an open book, ignorant people judging me, to know wht exactly i encountered.好事不出门,坏事传千里. Certain issues about someone will thn be the hottest gossiping topic among people, and i do not wish to be the topic.

Well its 2010 now and everyone has their new year resolutions, i had mine too:)
Its a new beginning and i wish santa would give me the BEST!
2009 seems to be a lil yucky to me.. Not to mention r/s life for its forever s-c-r-e-w-e-d.
Have i forgotten to request from santa? Problem lies in me?
I believe the existence of karma now, too late i suppose but better than not realizing..
Friendships are not steardy enough. Nothing but conflicts occuring over n over again.
Its kinda sad knowing tht B will never be B again, not playing the role he used to.. Anw bygones are bygones. I know i still love him as much and kinda miss those days deep down actually. I'll nv get the amt of concern showered by A anymore, lost contact with CDE, such a pity. School is always the same, results are always the same too because efforts put in remains unchanged, like wtf.. I have no idea where im heading towards after graduation, hopefully i get wht i want:) Wish me all the best, in case you dont know wht im talking about its okay, just wish me goodluck! Hahahahaha!

Was out tht day with mom to courts wanting to get a new tv console without measuring the length. Could tell how unprepared we were. Sudden urge to demolish the built-in wardrobe in my room as it seems kinda huge to me now, taking up more space thn my clothes were suppose to. Whenever i had a one-to-one conv with my mom, she nv failed to ask abt him. like if we still hang out tgt, why we broke up, telling me that he is a nice guy on and on.. I know that he is nice, but when things are getting out of hand and way beyond my control, the best way for us at tht point of time was to part.. I wonder if he cast a spell on my mom n georgina cos they're standing on his side. Angel shared the same perspective as me, for this issue i guess..

Couldnt explain why im always moody nowadays. Nothing cheers me up, not even clubbing..
Im kinda sick of that actually, or maybe for now? I think clubbing works like cravings..
Once you crave for it, the tendency of you wanting to club is much higher. And when the craving dies off, it doesnt tempt as much.Truth hurts indeed. Knowing too much hurts and aint gonna help, but not knowing brings harm. which will you choose?

Alright, its time i turn in.
Au Revoir!